Silent Morning + Happy Afternoon + Unbearable Night
-----7.00 am-----
I woke up without any waker beside me.
Different with usual morning, I always stay for a while on my bed because still feel sleepy.
But today is different...
My heart beat started to run wild again...
OMG, how can I control it!!!
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-----10.00 am-----
This feeling suddenly vanished...
I'm kinda miss that feeling.
And suddenly feel a bad omen surround me
I don't know what will happen on ongoing moment
but I hope it just only my PREJUDGMENT
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-----01.18 pm-----
As per normal, this is working hour I received an email from one of my customer and the subject of the email is "Vendor Performance Grading Nov'07"...
After read this subject, I was trembling and afraid for this month grading but also hoping for a good performance.
Luckily this month shows a better performance compare with past few months and the result is 99% (Grading : A)
After read this result, feel so relax and feel "finally hard work show a good result too".
As per usual, I always forward the performance to my manager.
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-----02.39 pm-----
I received a reply from my manager regarding "Vendor Performance Grading Nov'07" and I open it and read it, below is the content of the email :
Well done.
Keep continues maintenance. I know u can do it.
Best Regards,
Xxxxxx
PT.Xxxxx Xxxxx
Tel. 00 000 000000
Fax.00 000 000000
After read this reply, suddenly feel full of fighting spirit and full of energy to do better than before...Also feel very happy...
"A simple sentence from my manager to encourage me, really brought myself to the best condition"
NB: Special thanks to my manager ^^ ...U're the best manager that I've met in my life.
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-----11.57 pm-----
Finally, a bad omen that I said this afternoon fallen on me and it wasn't a PREJUDGMENT as I hope too
I finally realized, it was only a preface work.
I should stop my feel here, leave my own imagination dream world soon and shouldn't continue it anymore.
I should concentrate and do the tasks that I left behind recently.
Sorry for being stubborn for this time...
*)Not all the candies always taste sweet
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Good night zz-.-zz
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